Love Is Wonderful

Love is wonderful. Love is difficult. When you started to fall and you wonder if the other person feels the same way too...

I never expected this. Again, I am lost and left guessing if it's just me or both of us feel it deep inside. We both see it in our eyes? The happiness I feel every time I look at you and try so hard not to blush. Can you tell? I felt this way before and I never believed it would end up as fast without warnings. It just ended...you left us, not only me but everybody who loved you. It was a tragic story. I was numb. I was speechless. I couldn't cry. I couldn't admit to myself that I was fine. I made it through. Two years after you're gone. I think I just met you, again.

Love is unexpected. Love is uncontrollable. When you meet a person and you just can't help but wonder how you end up with confusing emotions.

I should have the courage but sadly I can't. I should have warned you yet how do you resist? Do you ever wonder the same thing too? I am fighting inside breathing beside you. I am crazy like you do. But how do likes of you really think about it? Or this is just something common to more like me, "don't panic".