I should have not met you. I wish to erase you entirely in my head and seems pretty easy actually. Yet it's not. It isn’t as easy as it appears to be. And I pity myself for being so tolerant of this pain. I thought it would be over so easy. Yet it hurts so much. I was so invested, I was extremely happy until you fell for her. Until you lost your mind to someone I understand that is so special. Someone I would definitely be happy for you. And all that I care for you. Until you had to move a little closer to her and a little farther away from me. But you did not bother and even lied. Even silence was heartbreaking. It was even surreal. From stranger to friends to inexistent. Those days when you were alone and broken. When you were curious and exploring a world quite new to you. I’ve fallen but I’ve accepted the truth more than everything else. You knew how much I took the reality and engraved it in your head. You knew how much I appreciated you and value you more than anybody else I have ever known. I was unapologetic for being this way. Above all is the gift of friendship that slowly faded away. I was so invested in you and I wish you realized that. This time it's making me feel a little stupid in fact. When I think about I feel a little more frustrated. For knowing you and everything about your world.
