Have I ever imagined this day before? Alone in the dark and crying inside thinking I should carry on.Never a glimpse that I've seen this ever. Somebody has broken her heart but I couldn't believe it happened. I'm forcing a thought behind that this isn't real. A lady singing the saddest love song. I never dreamed of or heard of. There must be a button to press to stop the pain. There must be beauty but a desire sometimes can be less of pleasure often. You let me love you and what's funny because there's no excuse or permission. One night I'm the bravest but the next day came and I'm the most unsecured. Frightened and timid to face again the world. Let me then be your good friend? I just heard your steps close again. Can I just be your best friend?
I'm certain that if we just stay together you will learn to love me. But how can I tell you? Could I pretend I'm not dreaming of you? How can I look into those eyes? I'm more than in love to face you. But how can I tell you before we run? Sometimes I even forget that we really never know each other. other. I'm just wishing those smiles are mine so I could smile back at you and start a chat. chat. I'm loving you. I'm madly in love with you.
I'm watching the sunset and I think of you. Wondering what will you be like tomorrow until came the time of the older years. I'm burning when it gets night and cold. I'll be dreaming again and as solemn as the ocean I'm getting more in love with you. But where we both have been? The lines were empty yet reached but all in there were blank spaces between us. I have carried those smiles but I only had the lies. I could have asked for the truth but what I had were empty hands. I PROMISED I LOVE YOU but he never confessed. All you care for is yourself, he just fills me out with shadows but I never own it.
Is this good for me? I was left alone and had defined the teardrops while I tried to feel my heart. Have I shared a piece to keep for myself? It is never been the same before when I breathe today. I should have learned to tell and I should have learned to ask. Nothing really fits us, and it's all wrong in dreaming alone. Suddenly I felt the beat of his heart with our embrace, alive and real when I open my eyes...
