I Just Died

Where should I go to feel so alive?

I left like no one wondered and cares, I lost direction and my tries were even.

I'm forced not to keep it inside and tell you, but would it matter now.

I just saw you kissed that girl, but it doesn't hurt now.

Because I just died.

Get through it I thought, it was clear ended but what can I do?

I just died and what can I do?

I'm like hiding but I thought I'm not because I saw the way you look at my eyes.

Whatever I do I can't move, and I'm as dumb as hell now.

Because I just died.

I really wanna know the truth, but do I can really handle it?

What can I do?

I would fall apart if you tried to trick me.

I just saw you embrace that girl, and it didn't hurt my nerves.

Because I just died.

Outside I'm crying like the heaviest rain when I remember you.

But inside me is confused.

Because I thought I just died.

What can I do? When here with you is such a mistake to hold you?

I can feel it like I'm so alive.

Please tell me that it isn't you.